Saturday, August 30, 2008

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ప్రియా!


నీ జ్ఞాపకంలో నేను రాసిన ఈ అక్షరాలు -
పొందికగా అమరిన కవితలు,
వెన్నెల జలపాతంలో పన్నీటి కెరటాలు,
మరపురాని సంధ్యలో ఆహ్లాదమైన కిరణాలు,
నునువెచ్చటి వేకువలో మనసైన నేస్తాలు,
భారాన్ని తగ్గించి భావాన్ని తీసుకొచ్చే విలువైన రాయభారులు,
భావం సరిగా పలకకపోతే చిన్నబుచ్చుకునే చిన్నారులు,
సిగ్గుపడే నిన్ను నా చెంతకు అనునయంగా చేర్చే పరిచారికలు,
నవ్వుల వెన్నెల బొమ్మగా నిను చూపే చలనచిత్రాలు,
స్వయంవరంలో వీరుని గెలుపుకై ఆరాటపడే రాకుమార్తెలు,
ఎవరూ కానరాని చోట భువికేతించి నాట్యమాడె అప్సరసలు,
ఆఖరిగా ...
నా ఊహాలోకంలో
నిన్ను నాచెంతకు చేర్చి
మహగొప్ప ఆశీస్సులనిచ్చే ఆత్మబంధువులు.



ప్రియమైన నీ,

కనురెప్పల కౌగిలిలో, నును సిగ్గుల లోగిలి లో,
కలలు కనే మనసును కాలం తో కదిపితే, కదిలే నా ఆశలు …
ఇలా,
పరుచుకున్న అక్షరాలు,
పరువపు విరి శరముల వ్రాలు..

గుర్తుందా నీకు? జ్ఞాపకాల వర్షంతో విరిసిన ఆ రాత్రి,..

నుదుట కుంకుమ బొట్టు పెట్టి,
వలపు తలపుల చీరకట్టి,
సిగ్గు పక్కన ఒగ్గి పెట్టి,
బుగ్గ చుక్కన ముద్దు పెట్టి,

గుర్తుందా నీకు? జ్ఞాపకాల వర్షంతో తడిసిన ఆ రాత్రి,..

పలకరింతలే పులకరింతలై,
నిలువరింతలే పలవరింతలై,
కనులు కావ్యపు కవితలల్లగా,
పెదవి శ్రావ్యపు మరులు చల్లగా,

గుర్తుందా నీకు? జ్ఞాపకాల వర్షంతో గడచిన ఆ రాత్రి,..

పులకరింతలే పలకరింతలై,
పలవరింతలే నిలువరింతలై,
నే కౌముదిలో నిను చూచి,
నీ కౌగిలిలో నను దాచి,

గుర్తుందా నీకు? జ్ఞాపకాల వర్షంతో ఎగసిన ఆ రాత్రి,..

పరవశమే పరిచయమై,
పరువంలో విరి శరమై,
మనసంతా నీ వశమై,
మది అంతా పరవశమై,

గుర్తుందా నీకు? జ్ఞాపకాల వర్షంతో ముగిసిన ఆ రాత్రి,..

నువ్వూ నేనూ ఒక స్వరంగా
నువ్వే నాకై ఒక వరంగా,
నా మనసులో మిగిలుండనీ !
నీ మనసుగా నను వుండనీ !!


లెక్కలేనంత ప్రేమతో,

నీ కనురెప్పల కౌగిలిలో…






















Bujji thallee.......!

Nuvvu yeppudoo aduguthuntaave naa...pedda letter ani......

yenno saarlu raaddaam ani start chesi....ippudu mood ledu ani raasina aa kontha chinchesi....marala start chesi..maralaa chinchesi.......
yeppatukaapudu kothadanam tho...kotha kotha aalochanalatho..neeku yeppatikee gurthu vundelaa raayaalani thapinchi thapinchi.......yinni rojulu vaayidaalu vestooo vachaanu..,

Inka idi sarikaadu......naaku yilaa vaayidaalu veyyatam inka vaddu anipinchi yeeroju yelaagayinaa sare complete cheddam ani deside ayipoyaanu........

kaani....neeku paper lo raasi iste...adi paaduvuthundani...koncham kothagaa kooodaaa vuntundani "neekosam" yee blog raastunnanu.

Modatagaa...yeee blog create cheyyadaaniki...neeku idi Bhahumathi gaa ivvadaaniki, naaku veelu kaliginchina "BLOGGER" ki thanks cheptoooo neeku yee blog raastunnanu.


Koncham impressiv gaa vuntundani.....painaa...rendu kavithalu pettanu.....avi creative gaa nene raasaanani murisipoku........:) avi vere daggara yethesinavi......(Sorry...,), kaani daanlo vunna bhavam kante......chaalaa yekkuve vundi naadaggra....kaani neemeedunna premanatha yilaa kavithallo raayadaaniki..naaku words dorakadam ledu..anduke...yee donga pani chesaaanu.

idi chooosi.....nannu kavithalu raayadam nerchukomani cheppaku please....., naavalla kaadu bangaaram.
















inka vishayaaniki vaste..........,

mundu cheppinatlu...yenno saarlu try chesaanu neeku pedda letter raayadaaniki...kaani....modalu pettina pratheeesaari..yekkada start cheyyalo artham kaaledu...

yeeroju maatrma yekkado oka daggara start cheyyali.....cheyyaka thappadu.....deside ayipoyaanu.


yekkad start cheste....baaguntundabaaaa.......................?


sare....manam parichayam kaakamundu koddirojula ki mundu nunchi start cheyyanaaa....?

okey...start chesestunnaaa...........

aaaa roju......maamoolu gaane rojooo vachinatlu...Office ki vachaanu.....kakapothe oka tension....yentante...mundu roju US call attend kaavalsindi...kaani nenu complete cheyyalsina task complete kaaledu...andukani call attend kaaledu.....actual gaa adi naa work kaadu ...maa TL Pradyumna di.....kaani aayana naaku assign chesaadu aa task...Koncham critical....aa tension thoo...Maa TL yemantaadoo ani.....koncham mundugaane vachesaanu Office ki....raagaane mails choosukovadam naaku alavaatu...ayithe...nenu mails chooddaamani system on cheyaagaane......phone mgindi.......(adi naa land line) appatiki time 09:15 Am ayindi....abbaaa yintha poddune ye bank vaadooo, ledaa mutual funds vaallo chesi vuntaadu ani...thittukuntooo... phone life chesaa.....hello ani koodaa anakundaa...."Sreenivas.....okkasaari kindaku raaa" aninidi Sailaja.......


yentabbaa antha serious gaa kindaki rammandi....kompa deesi onsite vaallu... naameeda koppaddaaraaa...anukuntoooo vellanu...akkada choooste...full janaalu...breakfast cheyyadaaniki....gola gola gaa vundi.....appudu sailaja...."neeko sambandam theesukochaanu daani gurinchi maatlaadaali....." anindi.... naaku appudu "osss...idaa matter.....intha daanikenaa....intha serious gaa pilichindi anukoni........", "avunaaa......yekkada sambandam...yenti ani adigaanu"...inthaku mundu yeppdo cheppa Sailajaki.....nenu ippude pelli chesuko povadam ledu ani.....kaanee yedo...manchi sambandam ayi vuntundi......leka pothe ...naaku cheppedi kaadu kadaaa.. anukunna.....

sare cheppu.... ani.....maatlaaduuntoooo ...maa floor ceffeteria ki vachi settle ayyam.....yee maatallooo...Maa TL vachi water thaagadam velladam...memu gamaninchaledu.....

thanu...."Maa chinna mama vaalla friend antaa" ani start chesi...."ammayi chaalaa baaguntundanta.... yedo company lo software job chestundanta"..ani....cheppindi.....
nenundi...sare chooddam le ani cheppa....casual gaa...

thanu aa roju office nunchi nerugaa vaalla chinna maamaiah(Nagireddy garu) vaalla intiki velli..inka yevoo vivaraalu kanukkundaamani plan chesukoni.....Madhav ni Office ki rammani cheppi...bike meeda vellindi.....

Next day vachi....."vaallu nee photo aduguthunnaru...photo chooosi..tharvaatha cheptaamu antunnaru...." ani cheppindi.....thane..maralaa......ammayi photo choodakundaa mundu nee photo ivvadaaniki neekemanna abyantharamaa ani adigindi......."u problem yem ledu...nenu reppu istaanu" ani cheppaaanu.....

Next day morning vachee raagaane.....photos techavaa ani adigindi.....nenu thechaanu..kaani car vunnay...kaani aaaa vishayam cheppkundaaa.....theledu ani ani chepaaa.....koncha disppoint ayindi thanu........nenu ademm pattinchukokundaa........naa mails nenu check chesukuntunnaaa.....naa paaka desk kaavadam thooo...maralaa thirigi chooosi...."at least old vi aynaa, friends tho diginavi ayinaa soft copies vunte.....ivvu"ani cheppindi......appudu cheppaa...adem ledu ...kinda car lo vunnayi....tharvaatha istaanu le ani cheppa...... aa mata cheppagaane...durmaargudaa....abaddam chepptaavaa ani thittindi.......ventane...kindaki veldaam padaa......photos theesukoni vaddaam ani cheppindi......sare ani cheppi...iddaram kindakellam......car lo vunna photos theesukoni......marala caffetaria ki vachi akkadaa....nenu thechina vaatillo manchi vi yentabbaa ani chaalaa sepu deside chesu koleka ..chivariki konni select chesi......"pelli//ippude chesukonu ani...pelli choopulaki ready ayipoyaavu" ani navvindi.

Kaani Sailaja ki maatram yee pelli set cheyyalani chaalaa vundi.....yenduko theliyadu..papam....mundu naakante...thane yekkuva interest choopinchindi.....

alla yekkuva interest choopistooonee..marala naaku jaagrathalu cheppedi...."sreenivas....yee match gurinchi naakem theliyadu..maa chinna mama cheppadu ani neeku rfer chesaa...antha varake naa pani...megatha vishayaalu meere chooosukondi" ani chaalaa saarlu hecharinchindi...thana bhayam thanadi..yendukante......vaalla family lo rendu meeodo failure choosaaru....

photos pampina next day morning.....Sailaja....kaneesam oka 5,6 times adigi vuntundi uncle phone chesaaraa ani.... around 11 Am ki oka unknown number nunchi....adi relaince no nukuntaa.....phone vachindi......


ring...ring...ring....
nenu: helloo.....
uncle: hello...
nenu: yevarandii.....?
uncle: Sreenivas reddy yenaa maatlaaduthundii......?
nenu: avunandi...merevaru?
uncle: nenu Sambireddy ni...Sailaja mee details ichindi....marriage alliance kosam...
(aa maata cheppagaane....nenu phone lo maatlaaduthooo caffetaria ki vellanu..naa venaka ne Sailaja vchindi)
nenu: aa...aa uncle ...cheppandi.....Sailaja cheppindi......
uncle: meeru yeppudu free gaa vuntaaro chepte....appudu kalustaanu vachi...
nenu: yeeroju sayantram...office ayipoyaakaa kaluddam uncle.....
uncle: yekkkada kaluddammm......meeru yekkada vuntaaru?
nenu: nenu krishan naga back side vuntaanu uncle....akkade bayata kaluddam ....
uncle:sare..mee ofice ayyaka okasaari phone cheyyandi....yekkada kalavaalo chepte...akkada ki vastaanu...
nenu: okey uncle.....
uncle: sare...sreenivas reddy......vuntaanu.
nenu: okey unle bye....

call ayipondi......Sailaja ki antha artham ayindi..kaani marala..yemannaru? ani aduguthundi...idantha cheppa.....

Sayanthram office avagaane.....bayalu dere mundu.....uncle ki phne chesaanu....."yekkada kaluddam" annaru?

maa area lo Domino's pizza vuntundi..akkada kaluddam ani,6:30 kalla akkaduntaanu ani cheppanu.....exact 6:30 ki uncle akkadiki vachesaaru.....akkada choosaam...yekkadaa koorchoni maatlaadukodaaniki veelu gaa anipinchaledu....."uncle maaroom ki velli maatlaadukundaam" annanu. sare alaage veldaam..ade better annaaru..

room ki vellam.....maa room antha chndara vandaragaa vundi......kaani brahma chaarula rooms alaage vuntaay kadaa......parledule annaru uncle...naaku navvu vachindi.....

sare ani....uncle ki plastic chair ichi..nenu kinda bed meeda koorchunnanu.....
uncle....family vishayaalu annee cheptunnaru...madyalo iLogic gurinchi vachesariki....nenu koodaa akkade course chesaanu ani cheppanu....."ayithe raja sekhar thelisundaale " annaru...thelusandi..."naaku thanu naa OCP ki chaalaa help chesaaru ani cheppanu"

uncle thoo maatlaadaaka.naaku chaalaa manchigaa anipinchindi......parledu...family back ground manchide anna confidence vachindi.....

aaa discussion daadaapu 2 hrs nadichindi......

uncle velli poyaaru.......naakemo...maa frind Ravi vedala ....chennai nunci vachi vunnadu..thanani kalustaanu ani cheppanu.....madya madyalo thanu phone chestaadu.....kaanee papam Ravanna..chaalaa saarlu call chesi....chivariki msg pettadu.....nenu velli pothunnanu ani....sare baabu vellu..nenu tharvaatha call chestaanu ani cheppi reply cihaanu.

tharvaatha office ki vellagaane Sailaja ki motham cheppadam ayi poindi.....paapam Sailaja....maati maatiki.."Sreenivas..idi chaalaa manchi sambandam anta...vadukovaddu" ani cheptoo vundedi......Thanks Sailaja.

2days tharvaatha uncle Nee pohtos thechi choopinchaaru.....(aa roju maa Ravi garu marala vachaaru..naathone vunnaru.....), Photos choosaakaa.....Ammai baagundi anukunnanu....Sailaja koodaa Nee photos chooddaniki chaalaa wait chesindi.....choosi...ammai chaalaa baagundi....ani cheppindi....naakkoodaa baagaa nachesindi...

idantha..possitive gaane jarigipothundi.......naakemo tension start ayindi......oka pakka personal lons.....pellemo....2 years tharvaatha gaani chesuko vaddu anukunnaa.....intlo amma vaallu,akka vaallu, anna vaallu..pelli cheso pelli chesuko ani yentha cheppinaa..vinaledu..appatikee vaallu vunda pattaleka konni sambandaalu thechi choopistoo vunaaru..yenduku...ippudu chesukune aalochana ledu kadaa...anavasangaa..choodatam ante..."ippati nunchi chooste....ne kadaa..manaki anukoolanga vunte sambadandam dorikedi.....appatikappudu manch sambandam yelaa dorukuthundi" ani ane vaallu. nenu chesedi yemee leka mee istam annaanu.

chivariki.....yee samndam gurinchi cheppetappatiki andaroo..chaalaa happy gaa feelayyaru....1. nakayi nenu sambandam theesukellesariki....nenu pelli chesukodaaniki voppukunnanu ani....2. manchi sambandam ani....

sare ani...ammai baagundi ...anukunnanu...kaani Sailaja salaha tho....okasaari ammayini..mundu unoffical gaa meet ayyi...okari abhiprayaalu okalla ki nachithe ..appudu officeal gaa peddalitho maatlaadukovachu ani anukunnam....

chivariki Gingercourt lo meetavudaam ani deside ayyam.....Sailaja nenu maa dokku car(Nee ye anindi adi dokku car ani) lo Nee vaalla office daggara wait chestunnam....maakante munde uncle koodaa akkade vachi vunnaru....ika madam gaaride aalasyam.....memu eagar gaa wait chestunnam heroin kosam.....koddi sepatiki madam gaaru vachaaru black sarry lo...simple gaa....impressive gaa first choopulone valalo padese vidanga.....dress kaani...maatlladatam kaani....

Nee vachaaka....car lo yekkaaru andaroooo....naakemo venkkai thirigi choodatam istam leka....rear mirror lonchi choosaa...modati saari (bhahusaa.... andariki raademo antha adrustam...kaaboye pellanni car addam lonchi chooukune adrustam)....ummmm baagundi ammayi anukunnanu......car parking lo park chesi......Gingercourt loki vellam.....akkada....opposit koorchunnam.....order ivvadaaniki naake vadilesaaru chance.....Nee yemo...antha mee istam antoo...chaalaa decent gaa.....abboo chaalaa build up chindi le......naaku yem maatlaadaalo artham kaavadam ledu......(yem maatlaaduthaam.........vaalaa daddy vunnaru.....adi kaka....yilaa kalavadam first time...yedo tension). chivariki podo podo maatlatho..bhayata paddam....Nee ni office daggara dinchesi...memu office ki vellam......

Nee ni dinchaaka...vellle tappudu start chesindi Sailaja.... Nee baagundi...okey cheppey ani ....naakoo baagaa nachesindi......

inka office ki vellinappatinunchi...naakem cheyyabuddi kaaledu....mothaniki impressed......buttalo vesesukundi..... inka..inko tenstion start ayindi.....Nee ki nenu nachaanaa ledaa ani... ade vishayam Sailaja ki koodaa cheppesaa.....Nee naaku nachindi.....nenu Nee ki kaani nachithe....okey ani... "Nuvvu aa maata antavani naaku munde thelusu ani..yedoo nannu poorthigaa chadivinatlu cheppindi Sailaja." yee vishaym Madav(Sailaja hus) ki cheppintlundi....Madhav office avagaane vaachesaadu maa office ki...memu office bhayta kalisam.... madhav koodaa jagrathalu cheppadu...."baagaa aalochinchuko sreenu...veellu personal gaa maaku theliyadu....maa babay cheppadu ani neeku cheppam... anthakante yekkuva maaku theliyadu...repu yemanna ayithe...maaaku sambandam ledu" antoo...Sailaja ne....okasaari mamayya ni kaliste baaguntundi kadaa..anindi ..sare ani...Madhav Bike meeda intikelli poyaadu...nenu Sailaja...Nagireddy gaari intiki vellaam...vaallu nannu chaalaa baaga receive chesukunnaru...uncle gurinchi motham chepparu.....(first time meet ayinappudu uncle koodaa ade chepparu), vaalu katnam peddaga ivvaleru...mari meere aalochinchukondi...ani annaru...."katnam gurinchi mee parents partcular gaa vunte maatram munde maatlaadukondi" annaru...., naakem ledu uncle maa parents katnam gurinchi assalu pattinchuko...maaku nachithe chaalu vaallakem problem vunda ani cheppi....maa anna vaalla marriage gurinchi cheppanu....sare ayihe..manchide.. annaru uncle....

next day...Nee tho maatlaadaali ani deside ayyanu....Sailaja help tho Nee no theesukoni call chesaanu.....oka pakka...nuvvem anukuntunnavoo ani.....tension.....nenu nachi vunte baagunnu anukuntooo phone chesaanu.....nuvvu cool gaa maatlaadaavu....appatiki koodaa naaku naamakam kudaraledu.....neeku nachaanaa ledaa ani....kaani naa 6th sense cheptoone vundi "Swathi neede"

ani.....

ade roju uncle phone chesaaru......ooorike casual gaa chesaanu annaru... kaani maa vooriki velli... maa paristithi choodaali vundanukunnanu...nene invite chesaanu...maa vooriki velli choosukondi ani....uncle yemoo..."choodalsina pani ledu maatlaaduthunnam kadaaa" annaru..ayinaa adi baagodulendi..ikkasaari vachi choosukondi ani cheppanu....nenu 10th night ki velthunnanu ani koodaa cheppanu....vaallu 11th ki akkadiki raavaalani plan vesukunnaru.....denlo vastaaru ani adigithe...friend cal lo vastaamu..adi kudaraka pothe cab theesukoni vastaamu annaru....nenemo ....freind tho kalisi car lo veldaamani deside ayyanu..maa amma vaallu car lo raavadaaniki vaddu annaru... ayithe car free gaane vuntundi kadaa ani....."naa car free gane vuntundi..meeku abhyantharam leka pothe theesukondi annanu"....daaniki unce yemanukunnaroo yemooo....


nenu 10th naa intiki vellalani deside ayyakaa....aaroje maa anna vaalla intiki vellanu...akkkada nee photo choopinchaanu anna,vadina laki..vaalla ki nachaavu.....(inko vishayam yemitante...yidi antha jaruguthundagaane ...nellore nunchi oka ammay photo pampichaaru voorlo andaro konni profiles nunchi finalise chesi.....nijam cheppalante.. aa ammayi koodaa chaaalaa baagundi, kaani ninnu chooosi,neetho maatlaadaaka..aa ammayi vaalla tho maatlaadaalanukoledu)

andarooo okey annaru.....

nenu intikelli..kaneesam koddi sepu rest theesukundaamanukune....andaroo chuttu muttaru photo choopinchu ani....appatike..maa anna vaallu msg intiki chera vesaaru....ani naaku artham ayindi. vaallaki baagaa nachaavu. andaroo okey anesaaru....inka uncle vaallu vachi..choosukoni satsfy aythe.....meeru invite cheste...vachi chooddaniki andarooo wait chestunnaru...alaage uncle vaallu papam antha dooram car lo vachi...car madyalo trouble ichi.....chaalaa kastaalu padi..madyahnam ki intiki vachaaru.....happy gaa sambar tho bojam chesi....koddi sepu maatlaadukoni...polam ki velli.....akkkada koddi sepu vundi..vachaamu...yeelopu neeku tension.....naanna vaallu yem feedback istaaro..ani.....appatike impress ayipoyaavugaa.....anduke aa tension....

andaroo happy...uncle koodaa chalaa saradaagaa gadipaaru...Raju uncle koodaa bagaa kalisi poyaaru andarithooo....anthaaa cool gaa jarigipoindi.....yeelopale..yemayindi,yemaindi ani nee phones...neeku yeppatikappudu updates istooo nenu maatram chaalaa enjoy chesaaanu.....

alaa vaallu happy gaa gadipaaru voorloo....naannamoo...inkaa maa amma vaallu akkadiki raakundaane...choodakundaane...pelli maatlu maatlaadestunnaru...daanni batti maa vaallaki...."veeellaki mana seenaiah baagaa nachesinatlunnadu" ani oka deside ayi poyaaru....

nenu hyd ki vachetappudu veellandarooo vachi...nnnu choodatamoooo......mee intlo...mee banduvulandaroo vachi...marriage gurinchi maatlaadatamooo antha baagaa jarigindi.....aa roje engagement ki date fix avvadamoooo....nuvvu tatayya ni paichayam chesi...tatayya neegurinchi anni jagrathalu cheppi.....alaa mee vaallu koodaa buttalo vesukunnaru mammalni andarineee.































engagement date fix ayipoindi....naakemoo...shoping ki time ledu..appatikappudu yevo konukkoni....engagement ki vachaamu..adi chaalaa coola gaa ayipoindi.....manavaallu manakante fast gaa akkade pelli date koodaa fix chesesaaru...... yento antha gandaragolam.....chooddam,maatlaadatam,engagement and pelly date fix avvatam antha oka kala gaa ayipoidi....chivariki pelli date daggara padindi....pelliki shoping ki koodaa time ledu..naakaithe.. asalu antha kala laaga vundi..yemee artham avatam ledu yennooo panulu.....shopping chesukodaaniki time ledu...oka pakka vooorlo...intini remodel cheyyadaaniki..aa pani pettukunnam..adi oka pattaana avadam ledu...naakemoo shopping chaalaa migili poivundi....

yee panulannee chesukuntoone neeku yeppatikappudu phone lo updates istoo...nee daggara nunchi updates theesukuntoooo...kaneesam kaaboye..pellam tho kaasepu saradaagaa maatlaadukunenduku koodaa time lekundaa busy busy gaa fulle tight schedule tho aa week antha yelaa gadichindoo theliyadu.....

voorloooo anni panu avagottukoni..hyd prayanam.....hyd ki vachi...busy shoping......

pelli date vachesindi......aahaa ohoo antoo andarooo pelliki ready avuthunnaru..nenemooo busy tho....naa moham pelli kala lekundaa tired ayipoi vundi.. mothaaniki pelli ayipoindi....coool gaa....
antha.....busy busy gaa ayipoindi....


maa friends yemoo.... arey needi LOVE MARRIAGE kadaa...maaku munde yenduku cheppaledu ani baagaa visiginchaaru
alaa mana pelli successfull gaa jarigi poindi.........